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Friday, December 04, 2009 / 10:39 PM

Why am I so poor oh dear.

And why do I have to have a problem with myself.

Run it back with original flavour.

Thursday, December 03, 2009 / 3:16 PM

I've come to a realization that what they did is not only solely to me. It's quite a sad thing actually, that they treat everyone else the same way. Why oh why, is this some tactic of yours?

Sigh, if only I had my own......... Life would be so much sweeter.

Your love is what I prefer.

Monday, November 30, 2009 / 10:43 PM



Epic fail class outing, but it's okay! Will look forward to the chalet instead! :D

And got to see Kengyan after so long lolzzzz @ his spastic smile toooo.


Btw! My godbro's wife has just given birth! I am now the (god) aunt of like, 4 5!!!! Old liao old liao..... But I am very happy got baby to carry! Congrats!

Aye aye aye.

Sunday, November 29, 2009 / 6:07 PM


I think D&D was really interesting!!!!!!!! Glad I did go afterall hahahah thanks Jejun for your slot!


Evania and Wanqing here now! Tio pangsehed by SOMEBODY... Who called my house to wake me up......... and then decided not to come anymore. And I sound gentle! *v*

Friday, November 27, 2009 / 10:57 PM

Can I swop my beanie with a beret plsssssssssssssssssssssssss?

'Cos I know how it hurts.

/ 6:59 PM

Shall wait patiently for New Moon to cost me only $6.50 to watch in the theatres.....................

All those little surprises.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 / 9:12 PM

Thank you friends and strangers for putting coins/notes into my tin on the streets today!

Huge shoutout to the aunty who donated 10 bucks to me!!! May all your wishes come true!

Living in awe.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 / 10:23 PM

Hi.

I'm back from BNCOC 2009, and even though I went as a trainer, I must truly say that I have learnt alot, probably more than the cadets, about so many different things. But still, I am not confident of saying that I do not regret going to this camp because there are, though, some things that I do not want to learn about, because it truly hurts and well, haunts me once I know these. But nevertheless, I am still proud of my beloved 4108 for surviving past this course, and even feel that you actually enjoyed the camp more than you hate it. See, you should have believed what I said about not wanting to break camp.

Anyhow, I'm gonna list some of the things which make this camp so memorable, it would be etched in my mind for as long as I live in SJAB, which is about half a year more.... And um I guess it would totally affect the way I will act from now on.

1) People. I just can't get over the fact that why some people are so bias, and they make it so obvious. Some people just needs the attention and care more, but unfortunately you could not differentiate who. Why care for this person when he/she isn't really the one in need? Why not care for the one who is in dire need of some care and concern, and not shake your head in awe/not bothering about him/her at all, and perhaps think about why this person is so weak? Come on, I know why. But I guess it would be inappropriate for me to list it out here and those who should know I guess already know, but nevertheless, you have made me lost respect in you and your affiliates, wait hang on, actually I do not even respect you in the first place. Hmmm.

2) People again. I do realise now, that 4007 and I have very much different opinions/views in all aspects of things. I guess this shows that I can't really work hand in hand with them now. I don't care if none of you thinks that what I did was right or not, I mind it when I ask you to shut up and you just don't. Just another 6 more months and I will be out of the shithole. Yuxiang FTW I should have known what was coming and learn from him. Don't even try to ask me to remove this because I won't. And dun cry about this or blame yourself or assume that I am talking about/blaming you because I am not, not even myself. Crying does not really work, as far as I know.

3) S2. Thank you for making the camp a pretty good one. Even though we do alot of the work, but it's still a cool department with all the cool people inside. Teehee Yvonne Ma'am! Sleeping on the stretcher is the best too. But well, some people are just too slack for my liking. My problem again.

4) Why I regret going to the camp. Cliche or whatever, but it truly hurts my heart when I see you 4108 people slogging your guts out for this camp, doing all the shit jobs and volunteering when nobody else does because YOU know that if you guys dun do the volunteering, everyone would get it. And nobody actually cared about it. But wait, at least I do! It really makes me upset. I teared unknowingly when I see Xiuzheng getting everyone to cheer with the barely-left voice during lunch/dinner on the 2nd/3rd day. I really see the effort you all have put in. Great job everyone.

5) 3 people which I must mention: Peixuan and Pengfun. I really see the change in all of you! And please continue to keep it up alright so that we can prove everyone wrong. Keep up the good work you've put in during BNCOC, and I know that you guys can actually go further and be stronger. Come on! Work hard alright we will prove to everyone that both of you actually deserves that cert for BNCOC. :):) And, Meldrick. Keep up the good work big guy!! Soooo much effort put in! Enduring through everything... Not falling out even once.... Working well with your platoon mates... Volunteering.... And I'm really happy with your scores for MOI Footdrill I saw it and I must say I am impressed! Continue working hard yeah!


I guess that sort of sums up everything? Shithole or whatever, I still love working with 4108. And errrr....... Ok, nvm. This post is not meant to cause any distress, so should anyone cry/feel upset/unhappy/tired/sick, I would like to tell you that IT.IS.NONE.OF.MY.BUSINESS. Because this is freedom of speech. Cheers everyone.